I have been avoiding my healing exercises about negative thoughts and yes even about blocking. I took the day off yesterday. Slowly I heal.
Over 20 negative beliefs have shaped my life and now I have to figure out positive affirmations to help deal with them. That is over 20 positive affirmations. I am at a loss of how I can implement that many. I am overwhelmed. Plus when I block I do it subconsciously. I sometimes don’t know what I fear because I don’t think of it consciously. I just go about my life and do things. But I’ve been blocking for a long time.
I work hard at healing for my children and especially for one. She helped me to see how important it was. However I have to apologize to you and to her. Yesterday I took the day off. I was walking in the mall and came across a flavored popcorn store. I bought two types of popcorn, came home and rented a movie when I should have been working on my healing stuff. I admit! I played hooky and did not work. But we all have to do that sometimes. I watched The Hitman’s Bodyguard. It was an action film and pretty good. I even had a diet coke! Just like at the movies! Haha!
So please forgive me but today I feel a lot better. Less anxious. More light hearted. Slowly I heal…